DON'T U FUCKING HATE IT WHEN EVERYTHING FRUCKING GOES WRONG. FUCK I'M SO ANGRY AT EVERYTHING EVERYONE EVERYONE JUST AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUUUUUCCCKKKK

christmas AMAZING ( Read more... )

i feel pretty miserable

i have no boyfriend contact pretty much
i have not seen any friends in over a month and only hear from one....
my family is not around
i'm dead lonely and miserable

someone just talk to me at least

i finished my first exam today. yay one down two to go ( Read more... )

WOW ( Read more... )

i feel sooo weird...new medication and no sleep kills me...do i have eyes?

adelaide was awesome, most of the time!!!!
miss him we're nuts i say silly things by accident some of them are realllly wrong and i don't even realise ooops

4 MORE SLEEPS TILL ADELAIDE...6 MORE TILL I SEE SEAN...wow have i been counting down to this since august the 25th or around then! that was sooooo long ago!over 64 days or something...long phone calls, Big phone bills...tears...anxiety...LOVE!! IT'S SO WORTH IT...was only meant to be staying untill tuesday BUTTTT ( Read more... )

LOVE

best 3 days ever. i'm pretty unbelievably lucky...
:)

WOW!!! so sean and i have been together 2 months today anddd well it's still like 11 days till i get to go over and see him . BUT HE DISIDED DIFFERENT! he is comming over to me today! I LOVE SURPRISE BOYFRIENDS! THEY RULE! but sean is the rulest ever!!!
eeeee hehehehehe
...i even cleaned my room...gosh :O

i feel fine now the last 2 days have been the biggest anxiety attacks i have EVER HAD...it was definitly not fun...i think the pill cancelled out the other medication :(