wow, its been awhile since ive updated this again lol, i think the last time was in february, now its march...damn alot has happened...in 2 days itll be me n taylors 1 month anniversary so thats pretty sweet, hes soo amazingly awesome! just got back from bein home for the weekend, that was fun got to see all my family and my aunt who is 4 months ( Read more... )

wow, i havent updated this in sooooooo long!!! lol so much has happened. well prolly not really but at least im happy now, ive been back at school for a few weeks now with all my friends who are amazing! love ya guys!!! have a new bf , taylor, ly baby...so this v-day actually didnt suck! new classes are pretty good but my schedule was soo fucked up ( Read more... )

oooh yeah!!!! back at home at FPC! missed this school sooo much! lol great fun partying since saturday night, lol aiming for a week long bday party!!! 19 on tuesday so thats sweet, just 2 years til 21 lol s'all good, it was a good night lol, not as good as it coulda been thanks to a dumbass friend lol still love ya tho taylor we'll make up for it ( Read more... )

wow, so today started out okay other then the fact that it was like 5 degrees out!!!! lol way to cold to be allowed! so im doin okay all day today, hoping that i had finally gotten over shit and whatnot...so what happens? i go to the mall wit my cuzin to buy some under roos lol and who do i see walkin into the mall, of course fully knowing that im ( Read more... )

went up to fpc today to pay a bill, that was fun...ended up needing to get into my room so i hadta find lisa...on my way out i saw my friend jeff...moving out...he was gonna leave w/out telling anyone! wicked upset, but at least i got to bye!! got home around 4, now ive been sitting here doing absolutely nothing, bored and extremely tired cause i ( Read more... )

my heart is breaking into a million pieces and my world is slowly crashing down all around me...i realize that this is all my fault, but its not like i meant for it to happen, how can they give up and shut it out so quickly? is it really that easy? god, why him? why now? i honestly think that its impossible for me to love and be loved...no matter ( Read more... )

"looking back at me, i see that i never really got it right, never stopped to think of you, I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win, you are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high, what I really meant to say, is I’m sorry for the way I am, I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold, what I ( Read more... )

today i slept til 12:30...lol not unusal, then went out with my mom shopping, that was okay...ended up finally breaking down and talking to her, hadnt thought i could before...still kinda depressed but im a lil better now that ive talked to her about everything..then we went to target and got the new shadows fall cd, lol took me awhile, really ( Read more... )

Well today was my birthday party with my family because i wont see most of them before i leave for school on the 23rd. got some cool stuff, also got to watch the eagles kick ass lol...of course!!!!! after that kristy and i went to her grandmothers house for a bit to see how the weather was going to be, then when to TGIFridays to watch the Pats kick ( Read more... )