I dont even know anymore. i need to just stop worrying about finding love and just find someone to fuck. im not even kidding ( Read more... )

Well at the beging of the year i didn't show them my contact sheet so they said i couldn't do any crews. well i managed to weasel my way in and cant seem to weasel myself out. I thought that this crew would be fun since most of the level 2 are on this one. wel today i realized its not. Clara who i love and adore is on costume crew. The level twos ( Read more... )

I get to update live journal is finale out of read only mode. the sad thing is that i have nothing to update on so bye.

ok small entry today

board
TAKS
board again
cmae home

oh and i bet that steph will forget to bring candy tomarrow. $5 any takers.

wow what a great day. Mine and abby's scene went up today and i felt it went great. then i came home had hamburgers, my favorite dinner and now finally my journal is out of read only mode and i can update. sadly nothing much to say so leave me a messageof how you thought the scene went.

I have 30 days left at HSPVA i wish my dad would just die already.

Ok lets start from the begining. woke up at 5. my mom left for las vegas and my dad drove me to school so i could bring the boxes to school that i need for my scene. I went and slept on the rehersal couch in the black box till 7:30. My first valentine for tody was from alejandra she made delicious sugar cookies. Then from nine-a the vagina i got a ( Read more... )

-Tell me at least 5 things you like about me.
Post this in your journal.

Love you all.

i made the biggest mistake you could ever make in highschool.

-i made myself to open
-shared to much personal stuff
-hurt to many people
-gave the people i hurt a way to hurt me

how stupid can i be now i live in fear

-im gonna lose them for good
-get hurt
-get humiliated
-hurt them again

Its to much and i fucking give up.

bye!