fuckin hate this journal now im back reading all the shit i used to type what bullshit i fuckin hate this shit how do i delelte this journal. all i did was mope about how i missed 'him' and eeeeewww someone help me delete this shit. fuuuuucccckkk,

I wanna learn how to play Mr. Crowley on keyboards.  Simple enough, right?  I love baroque/classical influenced metal!!!

woohooooooooooo im drinking pineapple-orange juice.  waaaay wild.  this is how crazy i can be.  i drink tropical juice, weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

So i listened to Norma Jean because their supposedly so hardcore and such a great band but you know what i think they suck!!!!  what a waste of my time downloading their songs!!  ....okay they are not that bad...but still...in my opinion they are a mediocre hardcore band that sounds about as good as  Pig Destroyer..(which is not horrible but not ( Read more... )

I am a vampirefreaks account i started last month and i journal on there, so im only going to write in this when i have something cool to say or lyrics i like or stuff like that, tmy other journal on vampirefreaks is about the dstuff i do everyday, the people i meet, the new things i do, the old things i do, the guys in ...anyway, yeah.

some ( Read more... )

LOVE LOST IN A HAIL OF GUNFIRE

(this was a fucking bomb..for a few seconds,

this place was armageddon, there was a fire fight!!!)

you are the fucking disease.
another day, another memory.
but i have fucking failed.
i turned another lie into the work of a saint.
so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face.
now i rise ( Read more... )

Okay so me and Thomas got sooo high on Wedesday night, like whoa, mannnn. It was funny when he fell in a bush and i sounded like a nigger. We had so much nossssss lol. And the next day i was high at school and it isnt that great, you make a fool of yourself and everyone looks at you like you're annoying. Everyone laughed at me because i was so ( Read more... )

You know what's stupid.  School.  School is gay and retarted and i wish everyone on the planet died.  Even me.  Everyone and me would die and then there will be no such things as feelings and anxiety or betrayal and there would also be no such thing as people oweing other people money.  Wouldn't that be grand.  I hope aliens blow up our fucking ( Read more... )

hmmmmm....last week is a big blur to me now, all i remember is chilling with ricky, and looking for dust-off with thomas and trying to get high off lysol, going to Jacinda's house at night, getting fat with ryan(the retarted one)and chilling with molly like always.  ummm, Saturday was interesting.  it was a hell of alot confusing too.  but yeah i ( Read more... )

Yeah so i hate it when I have no boyfriend, and the guys i like don't act like theyre interested, and then i start seeing someone else, and suddnely they get all mad at me like i did something wrong.   Why do i have to feel guilty about seeing more than one person, i mean, its ok, thats what seeing a person means doesnt it?  it menas you can look ( Read more... )

wuttttt upppp journal????????