i hate it when people i care about are sad.   i love you jacinda.  youre my couisn and it mkaes me so sad to see you sad. cheer up.

...oh and this is random but im going to start a savings account.  bye.

Children Of Bodom-  Children of Decadence, Needled 24/7

Throwdown- Raise Your Fist, Baby Got Back (punk cover)

As I Lay Dying- Forever, Collision

Killswitch Engage- The End of Heartache, Hope Is

Slayer-  Bloodline

Rammstein- Ich Will

HIM- Buried Alive By Love

Unearth- Fuel the Fire, Black Hearts Now Reign

Arch Enemy- Enemy Within

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Im such a big loser.  Look at me.  16 years old.  I have no job.  No money.  No car, (i dont even have a pink slip).  and worst of all no boyfriend.  If i really was as 'hot' as all the guys on myspace say then why does no one like me.  What's wrong with me?  No wait the worst part of my life is being lonely like a mofo.

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Wow i don't know what to do...on tuesday i hung out with ricky.  And he started poking me with his stupid branch up my ass and i was like stop it lol.  and he was hitting on me hardcore and when we were at thomas' house and we were all on the bed together (me, ricky, thomas, danny..), and ricky was all umm..up to do stuff, and i was pretty sure he ( Read more... )

I have these moments....where i'll hear cetain songs, and i'll think about Brian.  And then i'd cry my eyes out and they hate myself for everything that went wrong in our relationship.  I love you!  i love you !  I love you Brian!  I don't care if youre in military school in missouri and will never read this!  I love you with ll of my heart!  I can ( Read more... )

Holy shit siccc night.  So as it turns out after they left i went and worked out and then Cory called me and him and Christian got really really really really really really drunk (like scary drunk) and they crashed Christian mom's car into another car rounding a corner at 35 miles an hour!!!  So yeah we're on the phone for like 2 hours and by now ( Read more... )

Shiiiiit.  I [D][G][A][F]!!  fuck, i dont give a fuck that my two closest guy friends have girl friends now and have stopped talking to me. Fuck.  i hate when that happens, when you have guy friends you  love dearly and would do anything for and suddnely they have girlfriends that change them and suddenly they stop talking to you and stop calling ( Read more... )

Hey , well yeah i just got home from chilling with my new buddies CORY and CHRISTIAN.  aww theyre so fun and me and CORY hooked up (making out hooking up, not doing- it hooking up dummies!)!!!!  omigosh what a surprise.lol and i smoked pot with CHRISTIAN. umm yeah lol fun shit.  I can smell that shit in my chest right now.  he lighted the match for ( Read more... )

So i love being blonde, it is the best thing everrrrr!!  I have been a red head, copper head. brunete, dark blonde, orange hair, ..but now im blonde blonde and i looove it!!!  lol.  Well tomorow is Arpil Fools Day, and so i hope i dont get sucked into any pranks! lol, because im so retarded and always fall for jokes and ..yeah haha.  Today has been ( Read more... )

Gosh! friggin Nick and ricky just rolled by with Macari. They wanted to take me out and get me drunk, but i was like, uhhhh, NO. because i am a good girl like that and have homework. Even though i miss them alot, the bikers will be fine without me. We'll chill later this wek anyways, uhhh, can you say ALCOHOL lol. So yeah. Anyone wanna hang ( Read more... )