today i went to the health food store to buy eggs, and saw nancy cook. she didn't recognize me, i don't think, but i suddenly realized that my life would be a whole lot easier if i were in a gang, and could shank everyone who made my life complicated and unpleasant ( Read more... )

i have officially bitten off all of my nails.

I have decided that part of the problem with this world is the sense of entitlement that stems from bourgeois culture in America ( Read more... )

so Nancy Cook calls me to gripe about summer housing. AND I CRY. on the phone, whilst doing my job. I am so disgusted with myself. why does my weakness always come out in tears, not something else? anger? stoicism ( Read more... )

So. Priscilla is the office manager at admissions ( Read more... )

Let's start with an experience that I had yesterday morning ( Read more... )

I decided today that I thoroughly enjoy the phrase New Leaf.

So I am going to start blogging again. So that when I look back on the writing that I have done, I can at least say that it is beautiful in it's daily way, not ranting and angsty.

Mostly, I miss the sensation of putting words together, and I figure this is the best remedy.

I am really tired of having to preserve Vincent’s fragile existence. Really fucking tired ( Read more... )

today i get an A+ for carrying a shovel from B&G and shoveling out my car while my boots filled up with water. i don't think you realize how deep your anxieties about carbon monoxide are until you do this. the worst part is, i know everyone else is going to to be a mass of inconsiderate fuckers who shovel the snow back behind my car and block it ( Read more... )

robin bought me a plant today.

someday he'll buy me a diamond.

and the plant will still be better.