Well, I guess this whole thing with Pam now over. Which is good. Here's the deal, just to explain one more time. And since none of this matters anymore I won't hold back, although it will be brief ( Read more... )

You know that quote from Office Space... I'm not sure the exact thing, but here goes... "Every new day is the worst day of my life, so every time you see me it will be the worst day of my life." It's something like that... well that's how I feel ( Read more... )

Thanks to talking to Jackie finally realized I don't want to fool around with anyone, all I want out of a girl now is someone to sleep next to, someone who somehow makes everything go away when I'm with her. Like the only things in the world that matters is me and her in that moment... I just wish I can find it soon... like sucks now.

Here's whats been going on. I've been hanging out with Pam quite a bit lately. We actually had sex... which if you know me is very wierd for me. It was just so familiar between the two of us and it just kinda happened... So that's me, I'm a drinking, smoking, fucking machine, went from straight edge for 18 years to the complete opposite in a matter ( Read more... )

Tons of new things have been happening, it's strange. But I'm too lazy to type about it now, and it's kinda secret too.

It's funny that everyone was like "add me ADDME!" and I'm the kind of person to constantly check things.... so I've checked who has added me like a hundred times. So stop doing that.. anyways, I'm going crazy, I want to meet new people so badly, but where do you start? Anybody want to go to the movie theater sometime and hit on chicks with me?

Alright, I've decided to change user names... no real idea why, just wanted something new and something awesome. So yea. Uh, nothing going on. Work sucks, but I barely work so that's sweet. School doesn't exist, which is awesome. Friends are mostly accepting, some (basically anyone who I used to hang out daily) are all being jagbags. I said I was ( Read more... )