Status: quiet fury. I apologize for not being very punctual. Precision is not my strong point. I smell of smoke. The aroma of cigarets and sex seems to always be fabricated into my clothing. Nightmares, Espresso Doubleshots, and Monster energy drinks. I literally feel like I have to throw up out of my eyeballs. You have no idea how exhausted I feel ( Read more... )

binge.

binge.

purge.

bulimiaisjustapatheticexcuseforalittleattention

xoxo,
Aaron

p.sifyou'rethatdesperateforattentiontryswollowingsomeglass

You're all the same, that's all I see. Clones . . . plastic manufactured Barbie dolls.

I wonder if you even bleed.

Dear Boys ( Read more... )

umm. i've been feeling bad. for 3 days now. like dieing. not because what happend. but, because i feel someones not in love with me anymore. at all. maybe they find me disgusting. i don't know. that person used to make me feel like i was the greatest ever, lately that person's been making me feel like shit. the person keeps taking it out on ( Read more... )

errh. i'm crying right now. yeah. i have my hood on. and my glasses on so noone sees. i sound pathetic. i know. but. i want you to know. i love you no matter what. through thick through thin. i'm trying to accept what happend today. i want to just forget about the whole thing. like it never happend. but if i did. i wouldn't be accepting you. and i' ( Read more... )

I awoke to the sound of my alarm clock going off. The first day of sophomore year, great. Summer went by too fast but it was fun while it lasted. See, I’m not the coolest kid in school, okay I have no friends at my school. All my friends are juniors and seniors and they go to a different building. Some say I am punk, emo, and some just say I’m a ( Read more... )

Chapter 6 ( Read more... )

...do you remember? you're that boy I know. that makes me happy, that I miss, that I love more than anything. that I cheer up when he is sad. that I want forever. that I can't live without. that I don't know where he is, or when he's coming back. but I will wait for him?