a trip
sounds nice
i think i'll make it happen

cant wait to be normal again.
things are so different. i dont see my friends as much as i would like. too tired to dive myself.
really lonely.
feel like i let my friends down. they call to hang out nd i say i am too tired. i am afraid they will stop calling me because they think i'll just say no.
i need to get healthy again.

i thought that this was all over. i can do it again. god will help me.

i lost my voice for about a week now. it is kinda getting better. tomorrow is friday. i have to do something really cool. i would be much happier.

i had the worst night of my life think last night. it should have been fun but it wasnt. parties are suppoed to be fun. but there so many people over at my house and they were people that i wasnt in the mood for. i bet i will have better luck next time with my parties in the future.

everyone come meet my puppy. he is one of the only things that makes me happy.

i wish i was a kid again. they have nothing to worry about. they get to play all day. i miss that.

why do things have to happen. somethings seem like the best option, but for some people they need something else. this isnt how this should work out.

my puppy was playing in the snow today. it was so deep. i was running around and jumping in it. and eating it. it was so cute.

so sick of things that i can't control