I don't wanna be here; I wish I would die; I don't wanna be here; just wanna break down and cry; I don't wanna be here; I'm just wasting my time.

Why do I bother? If they don't really care. Why do I bother? It's just one of fate's dares. Why do I bother? If you forget about me. Why do I bother? When pain is what my fate will be.

Sometimes I wonder about what I would have done differently. I had every chance in the world to be with him, but I wouldn’t take them. I loved him so much…and now he’s gone. I’ve lost him from my grip.

I wish it would have been me not him that had to try to overcome the fate in which he had. I just wish none of this would have ever happened. Love ( Read more... )

Today was a totally awesome day! I loved it so much! Okay Since it was a golf tournament today I had no school! That so wrokz I know! lol Okay so I woke up early and as most of you know it's mine and Gabrielle tradition to go to Disneyland instead.We had so much fun we rode like all of the rides and we like talkedand hing out the whole day! It was ( Read more... )

I felt weird today but whatever.Me and Ben Acker were checking out guys at the football game today! It was so awesome and we even made a yummy list.

1)Michael Zoumbos

2)Robby Roach

3)Kevin

4)Spooky

5)David Andrise

So yeah the list so rocks I love it! Its hott!

So today is Wednesday! School was kinda cool but I would rather talk about youth group. Youth grouop i saw a guy that I haven't seen in a looong time! His name was Preston. He's a really old friend of mine so it was kinda cool to see him. I didn't know it was him at first and then when I found out who it really was I was surprised and shocked! Alex ( Read more... )

Okay so today was the next day and we're back at school. I was very cold today it was just a litte chillie but it was slow. I've been really mixed up lately but i dont feel like writing much so this is it!

Today started off as a pretty good day. I went to school and hung out with Michael Zoumbos in the morning and then went on to history (sarcastic yay) Then science wich was kind of freaky because I was actually paying attention! lol Then English was really boring too but we did get to read outside and I thought that was kin of cool. Then we went to ( Read more... )

Hey what's up dudes! Today was a football game YAY! Okay so this morning Michael asked me if we were friends and I was like yeah why wouldn't we be? He said just wondering but I feel suspicious. History class was sooo boring! Well like we only had half of history.  We did some boring stuff and then we left for a chapel! During the chapel there was ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed out! School has been so hectic and crazy that I hate it! I just totally don't wanna be at school! So here's the day today. The morning started off really good and I enojyed it. History was totally boring and all I could think about was the movies! Science was lame and I was like singing to myself because I was so bored! Then English ( Read more... )

sorry forgot the poem:I say I love you, but you don't say it back. I say you’re wonderful; you ignore me. My heart sinks into a bottomless pit, but I won't give up! I refuse to ( Read more... )