For a long time, I've refrained from making this journal friend's only. Call it some moral ideal of free thought displayed for the masses, call it my obession with voyeurism....whatever. but times have changed and, though its been a good three year public run, i think its time to take this journal out of the set of complications in my life ( Read more... )

dear.fucking.god. i swear it is impossible to get anything done in this school...even if you want to ( Read more... )

er is er een jarig hoera hoera ( Read more... )

You Are 66% Evil
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so i finished a painting tonight. god, i'm going to miss painting next semester. my face was on fire the entire time i was painting tonight. i thought my ears were going to burn off. its just like everything that is wrong with my life makes sense again when i'm painting. i'm gonna need a little help from my old friend from time to time next ( Read more... )

so it sorta just hit me how close it is till the 22nd. i need to pack and do a lot of other things. i need to finish a painting and start a play.

hmm. now if only i had the will to get off the couch.

if i ever make movies, i'd fill my movies with actor's like quinten terentino. The same actors in a lot of his movies, versitle, but not enormously famous. like buck from kill bill, is also a police officer in jackie brown. samuel l. jackson is in like all of his movies in some form or another. his cameo in kill bill 2 is hilarious. but i think ( Read more... )

dear god. i am restless.

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i went to a party last night at Heathers. Besides being the flip cup champ, I was flirted with by one of her friends, damn near persued even. I ran away scared. In fact, it freaked me out something awful. I feel ruined.

the last two days have been hell. i don't want this to be real. i don't want to feel this anymore ( Read more... )