Theres something so intense about this storm it tends to remind me off the last time you were being true to you, With tears rolling you finally stood up for your self, how ironic that it was just a short burst of your real side, something seems so wrong now your the one going down the hard way, something finally happens and you blow it off like it ( Read more... )

Today suck ed bad like always but who cares hung out with kirk so that was cool we could have planed better I guess damn school was so fun today. Went riding for a bit busted my nuts then got a flat on the ride home that was just another shitty thing that happened. Haveing fun is limted to the things you enjoy doing and i dont do much of them. If ( Read more... )

Why do you call someone that you know will be up at 2:00 in the morning and then go off on them when there just trying to help you like you wanted them to now im stuck wide awake becasue they went off on me and said a bunch of stuff i wish they really did mean instead of just saying it. sorry had to get that out

You would think we have just broken up it has been over a year now and the wounds i craved deep in my chest still refuse to heal, Awoken by the smell and the coress of your body against mine, Lets just give us a chance to think one more time i swear i wont leave you for a drink, I dont ever want to fill this way again when i think about eneding it ( Read more... )

Thanx kirk for all the kind words and i know we talk about it but you honetly dont know how much that means to me to hear what you had to say. Its funny how you can let your self get so deep over a girl and you know what after every one talking to me and being there for me i have come to this conclusion one way another i have to move one and it ( Read more... )

Its funny i tried so fucking hard this time to make it right and now im sitting here wondering why i put my self here again. I cant stand being in love with someone that cant actually take anything that is writen to them seriously. I wrote my ex girlfriend a letter about how i want her back and all she can say is i understand but i cant just break ( Read more... )

It seems like when you whold life fills like it is crashing down that you finally relize what is important in your life that is always there but you never seem to look at it like you should. I wouldnt be able to say i have anything to live for if i didnt have my close friends that i have. Girls man it sucks you think you over them but no matter ( Read more... )

I feal like shit...aww hell I smell like it to. My nuts itch somebody want to scratch em...please?

Its been a while since i have been on here. well i need to get this out. Im going to florida to see my cousins and family(the only real reason to see my little cousin ashley and straighten her out) Her mom and dad are shit for parents you tell your daugther she cant date a guy so then you let her move in with her friend so she can what the fuck. I ( Read more... )

What in life is worth living for, we had what every one has always wanted, we had love trust and the will to survie, its gone your fucked it up, this time you have done the unthinkable, you have done everything i have always wanted,but only because of me, I helped you to seculde yourself from every one, i helped you on your journey, your spilt ( Read more... )