So it was Monday, He knew i would be home early studying for my finals, and i did tell Him it was ok for Him to watch movies with His fancy-pants surround sound system. What i didn't have in mind was Him bringing home His ex-bf/church buddy/fuck buddy/whatever-the-fuck-else-they-are, and friggin' making out in the living room! How did i know? ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to make of this relationship I have with MP right now. Lately he's been obsessed with Erik again, even to the point that he can't acknowledge his affection with me or my slave brothers when Erik's anywhere in sight. I'm not sure if this relationship is gonna work much longer for me. Maybe this is the optimum time to call it quits ( Read more... )

OMG! i had WAY too much fun at SWLC! The seminars were wonderful, the people were wonderful, and the Dance of Souls was absolutely the best event of the whole weekend. i can't wait until next year, because i'm definitely going back. This weekend has also solidified my relationship with my Sir. We are now more dedicated to each other than before. ( Read more... )

Hey, Sirs, Masters, Mistresses, Ma'ams, boys, girls, puppies, and all other categories that i didn't name. i'm gonna be on the radio tonight, and tomorrow night too! My debut performance with the Pacific Chorale is tonight, and tonight and tomorrow night we celebrate the grand opening of the new Renee-Henry Segerstrom Concert Hall in the OC. The ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd be doing this, but I'm about to go to one of my best friend's farewell dinner. He is part of the army reserve, and it turns out that he just got drafted to go to Iraq, and he is getting shipped out tomorrow ( Read more... )

I'm sick and tired of attracting the dishonest, bipolar crowd. Can I please get to date one honest guy in LA?

SPRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING BREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK ( Read more... )

Well, being the overachiever that I am, I decided to volunteer for an 8-hour shift to help setup the Mr. LA Leather contest. Why the hell did I sign up for this if I knew I am not capable of carrying such heavy equipment? Well, fate works in mysterious ways. After my shift ended, and the doors opened for the crowd, and as they packed the house, I ( Read more... )

I don't know what I feel anymore. Anger, sadness, jealousy, depression, loneliness, whatever. I'm tired of having feelings, it's making me sick. I can't make everyone happy. If I don't like something, they're gonna hear it from me. I shouldn't care about what others feel about me, I'm tired of caring. As long as I feel good about myself and what I' ( Read more... )

I'm in! No "auf wiedersehen" for me! I'm an official member of LAboL now, and I am completely relieved. And I actually got to vote at this week's meeting, hehe ( Read more... )