I was typing up a bitchy entry about the leather community being like broadway, and then something happened, and the whole thing was gone, so I'm not even gonna bother rewriting all that shit, so let's get to the point shall we ( Read more... )

Dang! I've had some crazy stuff happen to me in the past 2 weeks. Last Sunday, I had the best time with my latest Sir. We had a fabulous time, and it's very likely that we will meet again, so that's good news. But right after I left His place, I got into a car accident, lol. Nothing was jinxed, the damage was less than minimal. This weekend, I went ( Read more... )

Wow, WTF happened to me? I just looked back at my past LJ entries, and I just found out how fucked up my mind is, lol. Now I know what an insecure, in confident, pessimistic, pathetic boy I truely am. I should just get over myself, huh? Get a brand-new view of my life ( Read more... )

Somebody once said, "Once you fall in love, you'll get addicted to the feeling." Well, they're right. Love is like HIV, once you got it, you can't get rid of it, and you spread it to other people, until everybody dies from it. I had my first true love a year ago, and even though he wasn't too faithful, he didn't scare me from wanting to be loved ( Read more... )

I'm watching Season 2 of Queer as Folk on DVD as I'm typing this. Yes, I just bought it today. I'm soooo excited!!! Ok, back to the show! Cya!

Why am I the way I am? Why do I always try too hard to get what I want? Why do I present myself in a fashion that scares people away from me? Am I harmful to other people? Why am I such a freak? Why am I so forward? Why? Why? Why? Why am I such a dork? I guess that answers the question about my loneliness. I should quit while I'm ahead, huh?

"I walk this empty street, on the boulevard of broken dreams. Where the city sleeps, and I'm the only one and I walk alone." These are the words in the song "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" by Green Day. Somehow, I have made a very deep connection to this song. People who know me know I'm an extreme optimist, with an occasional case of pessimism. ( Read more... )

Wassup, everyone! I'm mark, and welcome to my Dark Side...Some of you might know that I have a blog on Xanga, but as a semi-closeted man, I can't put everything that I want to say on that blog. Therefore I have created an account here for all y'all leatherfolks to enjoy. So here I am ( Read more... )