there are so many amazing ones.

i spent most of today online ( Read more... )

community.
judgment.
expectations.
hanging on to the past.
procrastination.
feeling stuck.
lack of transformation.
regression.

I went to the gym for the first time in a week and a half today. It was very tough, surprisingly. Usually if i take a little break from the gym, it doesn't effect getting back into my routine. This visit was upsetting since even while lifting some weights I began to get short of breath, which never happens to me- no matter how long I've stopped ( Read more... )

of responsibility.

i need to get my shit together- my life depends on it.

didn't it always?

my grandma Lydia is visiting from Virginia this week and I have been doing down the peninsula to be with her and hang out with family ( Read more... )

i am invoking transformation in my life.

and i begin to start hearing and seeing more clearly with the aid of Spirit.

Thank you for always being there.

I have tried everything and Pisqa will not stop meowing!!! She is particular to a shift of 5-10 or so of consistent, obnoxious whining wailing that someone would think that she is dying ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like a baby sperm whale. or maybe a balene type of whale.
but definitely a baby....

WAHHH!!! (If you ever have the chance, ask your mother or father to imitate a baby crying. Its amazing to hear)

Ps. Peru was amazing. Soon i will hang out with Grandma Ayahuasca again. I can't wait.

i am never going to write in this the way i wish i could ( Read more... )