I told myself that I would make my own blog one of these days... and since my lj account is going to expire tomorrow I might as well start now... i'll keep you folks posted on the new site ^_^

-Devo

for the record... and only for the record... I hate it when the fridge is more important than talking to me... grrr... I know that doesn't make sense... and I mean for it to be that way... blah. I worry too much I guess... I mean I know that there are many factors involved that made the situation the way that it was... but geez. not even a notion ( Read more... )

Soooooooooooooo our house is almost done! Things have been stressful and Melvin and I have surely gone through some rough and harsh times together... however as lucky as I am... we are still together... it will soon be over a year and two months together ( Read more... )

off to Oahu in an hour... and then.... OFF TO THAILAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye!

So in the past two days Melvin and I have magically been able to destroy both of our Apple computers in the house... Luckily for both of us the main one is fine and dandy and up to par right now and his laptop is still in progress... good progress, but still in progress. Its been nature's good way of telling Melvin to lay off of the computer for ( Read more... )

were good... and all is good... yay!... sorry for the last response!

-Devo

Its really been raining alot lately... and I'm sure that it has a lot to do with my somber mood... I just got home from work a little while ago... and I knew that Melvin wouldn't be home because of school, but every vein in my body was still tense with anexity... This day to me will be a difficult one ( Read more... )

judgement day... wish me luck!

So... i'm royally screwing up our relationship... and I really don't know why its going as bad as it is... I don't even know what to do anymore... I really just miss him and wish that all of this would just be over already... and just when I think things are going to change, bam ( Read more... )

allright... so I tried... so I cried... so I did what I could and I did what I thought was right and I was wrong... dead wrong and I dont know what the hell to do. I want to quit work and nobody will stop me... and I want to just go home and nobody will stop me... I just want to call it all off because melvin says so and that the way that I want it ( Read more... )