I finally pulled myself out of the darkness, only to condemn myself to it again.
Tomorrow, I will prepare for my last day under the sun, they're predicting overcast.

Balthazaar has found the cure.
I will become a shadow.
Forever.

Nathaniel says life is not worth living anymore and that I should end it ( Read more... )

Dear Malcolm ( Read more... )

St. Mungo's is really cold this time of night ( Read more... )

[PRIVATE]So they tell me I'm the new Dark Lord... I admit I have no idea what that entails. So far it had been sitting in meetings and getting fucked by Nate in our hotel room ( Read more... )

[OWL to Snape]Professor Snape ( Read more... )

"Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God? Listen to me . . . you have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you" - Fight Club

(Yes, I've quoted that before.)

[OWL RECIEVED]Dear Blaise ( Read more... )

I've been thinking over how I feel for days and days. And days.

I feel completely fucked. So fucked and trapped and yet at the same time extremely safe and stable. It takes me to be miserable to feel stable. It takes me to lose him to feel stable. ( more on this idea )

[OWL to Malcolm, Brontë &Shane, Mallory &Daphne, Angie &Elle, Snape, Cole, Dex, the McCormacks, the Malfoys, Bianca, Knightley]


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I'm A Fake by The UsedSmall, simple, safe price ( Read more... )