[PRIVATE]I suck at keeping up with my journal. Honestly, I get too distracted by life to write everything down. The only reason I'm here now is Professor Delacour insists that I keep up with my dreams and such bullshit. She thinks that becoming a Q will 'further intune me to the powers of divination ( Read more... )

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[PRIVATE]Mum moved in with Tonks. She sold the fucking house without telling me. I will be spending my summer in a house that is not mine with Brontë and her crazy-ass boyfriend. It's not that I hate him. He just irritates the shit out of me. Such a fucking Gryffindor ( Read more... )

Dear Mum,

I've been tagged to be a Dark Hunter. Just wanted to let you know.

Love,
Snake

[PRIVATE]These fucking OWL exams are the hardest things that I have ever had to study for in my life. Potions will be a snap. History of Magic, Magical Creatures, Arithmancy, and Herbology are coming along. Charms and Transfiguration are kicking my ass. Stupid. Silly. Wand-waving ( Read more... )

[PRIVATE]Blaise killed my father. I was fucking the person who took away one of the most important people in my life. I'm not sure how I feel about this revelation. There is a part of me that wants to be angry, to hurt and punish Blaise, to hate him forever ( Read more... )

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[PRIVATE]

I'm single now. Go figure.

The sad thing is, I don't miss him. I still love him, but I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I hate that I have lost not just a lover but one of my best friends in this clusterfuck.

Perhaps now, I can figure out what the fuck I want in life.

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Dear Mum ( Read more... )