Comments | br0k3nbytim3: What the hell

br0k3nbytim3

What the hell

Jan 23, 2006 03:08

This weekend was really lousy. I went into it with high hopes and I came out with nothing but a fucking bag full of dry wishes. Rock n Bowl was really crappy this week nothing could really pick me up because everything seemed to be on my whole..10 Things Ill Never Have List. So needless to say I was the "little" emo boy that had to be around during ( Read more... )

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deviliciouscas January 23 2006, 12:38:22 UTC

Who's the manwhore hunni? AND..... I'm really sorry you feel this way....

optixjuggalo January 23 2006, 12:52:14 UTC

Alright not only is that really fucked up ( ... )

Im sorry br0k3nbytim3 January 23 2006, 20:40:20 UTC

Dude, that was a harsh entry and I apologize. Mainly because I dunno what I was expecting, but when jackie called I dunno, I sorta felt special that someone was relying on me. Believe me when I say I enjoy your company dude, the only other person that the room needs is keith. It was a spiteful entry, and I'm deeply sorry. Im stressed about driving today, Also that was at 2:30am, also Im begining to think that im bi-polar because my mood changes to often and too radically. But, who knows.

Most of my problem lies in that I have been alone since I was a kid, friends can only go so far. Sometimes I get beyond myself and forget that they are still there. But, I have alot of agonizing inner pain thats beyond anything caused by a girl or anger, and I dont now how to heal it, venting some of it only hurts my friends, and bros, and everyone around me, Im just tired of bearing it on my heart. I know you know that pain, but yours is because of love for someone, I dont know where mine comes from.

Sorry
~Pat