This weekend like all others passed by with the same dull pace as the rest, it lacked sadness for the most part but still held a sence of anxious anger. Meainly me wanting to hurt a certain straight edge kid with a frilly pink hat on. I got to hang out with Debbie, and a few of the regulars, Tom, Matt, and last but not least Keith. I'm finally ( Read more... )

This is for anyone who has ever asked me what was wrong with me. Whats wrong is: Pat helps fix everyone, pat helps with all their problems and asks for nothing in return, and in return pat is forgotten. Pat does his best to fix everyone else, but at the end of the day, all he has is his memories. No one bothers to try and fix pat, no one can fix ( Read more... )

Things are on a normal basis. Nothing extraordinary, daneille's reading my screen, and all of theese people are invading my house. But its ok, it keeps things intresting. Its almost like a private soap opera. Alls thats missing is my devious wife, and some murder. Ones a bit easuier than the other. Also we have our drama, but we manage to stay sane ( Read more... )

Breaking My Promises Again ( Read more... )

My entire world is falling apart and there is nothing I can do.

Breaking a promise I made only 3 hours ago...man I suck

This weekend was really lousy. I went into it with high hopes and I came out with nothing but a fucking bag full of dry wishes. Rock n Bowl was really crappy this week nothing could really pick me up because everything seemed to be on my whole..10 Things Ill Never Have List. So needless to say I was the "little" emo boy that had to be around during ( Read more... )

Well, another year has come and gone, and holey shit! Im 18, go me. Can't say looking back that I woulda turned out as I did, and that I would ever have so many awesome friends, but time makes fools of us all. But, it was definately my best birthday yet, movies, video games, sword fighting. All is well. :). The only tid bit that offset was seeing ( Read more... )

Im done with all the pain ( Read more... )

New dream realized, new goal to attend ( Read more... )

Such a fire, eating me from within ( Read more... )