when i reminisce about high school i always feel as though i should write in here...especially at this time of the year. It felt strange writing a psudo-entry in my tumblr account--a page that people actually read (my family included) it's weird, when I know that people actually read my entries I tend to sensor myself more ( Read more... )

how could i have ever believed in 'best friends forever'?

i'm really sad right now. there's so much on my mind that's just really upsetting. I think i'll share what seems, right now, to be bothering me the most: thinking back about this break, i can't remember a moment when i really missed school--when i missed particular faces or moments or anything, really. god, it makes me so sad. and so i'm sitting ( Read more... )

december 31st, 2008 ( Read more... )

...and it does happen again. (it always happens again ( Read more... )

i didn't want to resort to this, but it's february and well..here i am ( Read more... )

it's august 7th. I am moving into my dorm in 19th days. this reality is realllly starting to sink in ( Read more... )

so berk imed me saying that i never write in this anymore. I guess it's true ( Read more... )

final chapter.

what a fucking let down you were.