bye bye for awhile. too many people that i don't really feel comfortable reading about my life are reading this journal. so my new journal (which is really an old journal that i deleted all the entries to) is friends only. i'm just gonna use this journal to keep track of my friends. if you are my friend on this one, chances are i'll add you on my ( Read more... )

besides going to church and eating and changing the remote and peeing, i haven't moved at all today. my energy level is negative. i'm physically and emotionally drained. my mom and i were supposed to see mona lisa smile but we got in another fight. i look horrible. i'm freakishly pale, my eyeliner is smudged, i feel like a cow. i ate half a joe's ( Read more... )

and it's only nine oclock. >.< let's see...first i come downstairs ready for church and my mom thinks that my shirt is too short. so i change. i come back down and tell them that i am singing the responsorial, and my dad tells me he doesn't think they're coming to church. why? because... it wastes the whole afternoon. eh. okay. i'm sorry that God ( Read more... )

spent my ulta gift certificates...
and dyed my hair back to black.
<3 i missed it.


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i've never been so happy to see her. it's finally christmas.

i'd be listing all the presents i got and how awesome christmas is. but today doesn't even feel like christmas. mom's still in chicago so we haven't opened presents. i had eggs for breakfast, went to church, came home ate a frozen pizza and slept until dinner. i don't have any christmas spirit right now. i'm a horrible person. i went to church ( Read more... )

i'm home early from chicago. flights on christmas day were jam packed, so my dad, mark, and i came home tonight. my mom wanted to stay an extra day with my grandparents so she's coming back tomorrow night. the trip wasn't actually that bad. other than seeing my slowly mentally deteriorating grandma possibly for the last time. but..anyway. happy ( Read more... )

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i'm sure i'll probably update sometime before i get back from my grandpa's house. i would just like to thank my best friends jeremy, amy, and sarah for the best pre-christmas ever. you guys are all so thoughtful and wonderful, i donno what i'd do without you. i'm glad you guys all liked your presents because i LOVED mine. anyway. i should probably ( Read more... )

i was really depressed. in fact, for anyone who saw the last entry i wrote which i quickly changed to private, just ignore what i wrote. kthx. jeremy amy sarah and jennie just came by and jeremy and amy gave me their xmas presents and they were so freakin thoughtful that it made me cry but i waited until they left. and my belly button hurts because ( Read more... )