Maybe I'm afraid of love.
Maybe I'm afraid of pain.
And maybe I'm afraid too much.
Maybe I'm afraid that I won't ever change.

i'm just believing that the afforementioned lyric
fits me all to well<3
save me.

it sucks when you know that a drunken mouth really does speak a sober mind
but you dont want to admit that it actually does bother you, what you were crying about.

on the upside.
i think i may run for homecoming queen/court.
sooo get me into the top 5 if im nominated by dance team or drama.
and make me win from there.

chasing safety
ducking lies
a nice haven in which i can crack your surprise
seeing the obvious
fleeing the scene
youll never know what it is to wake up next to me.

i can see right through, your crystal clear intentions
dont tell me that theyre genuine
dont tell me that you cherish them.
i can become vulnerable to you at any second
dont try to make that ( Read more... )

ernesto will be pounding
well. tapping.
and i will be
serving desserts
to the hoards of customers
im sure that crispers will
attract during a tropical depression
which has scared brevard county into
thinking that we are going to die if
we attend school, and hold dance team
practices.
oh. where oh where has everything gone?

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your invincible.
thats my elljay for all my writing
that i dont want to get lost on my
computer next time it crashes
or ryan decides to be...well....ryan.
<33add it.read it.comment it.criticize it.

i haven't posted anything that mattered in a really long time.

its all just been. band practice.football game.work.
im sorry to bore you.

"in this cold mental filing cabinet
i see you now with a head-full of thoughts to churn.
ive got mental lists of important dates matched with all our regrets
and a whole manilla folder full of stuff im set to burn.
can ( Read more... )

im tired.
im opening at work.
and im pissed,.

<3
tommorrow
is our first football game.
im afraid

are you aware
that more americans
can name harry potter
than tony blair?
and that more can name
the entire simpsons family
than the bill of rights.

that just makes me realize
the ignorance that is america.