goddamn ( Read more... )

chris and josh fuck you.

and as for you.
god.
im so dissappointed in you.
why are you doing this
and why cant you come clean?

i swear to god ( Read more... )

im pretty sure i know who my elljay stalker is
and if its the person i think it is
then it's sort of shocking how much better
i like you as my anonymous stalker
than my annoying cunt ass bitch college 
not-so-much-a-friend.

<3333
reveal yourself
nuisance.

Im just so tired and jaded by this,
that i cant defend us anymore.

i give up.
with the full knowledge that im gone from you
what will you do with it?
you will weave deeper your web of lies.
when you do, free me in the process.

poor kid.
confused?
id rather be confused in feelings
than confused as to what is so wrong about me.

i was stuck in this state of ( Read more... )

baby is over
and baby is gone.
baby's decided it's time to move on.
baby has new dreams he's building upon,
and i'm still hurting.

ohhhh.
he's a challenge
it's a challenge.

butttt
im not giving up on him.

we all want what we can't have. RIGHT ( Read more... )

sadly ( Read more... )

its over ( Read more... )

i get tingles when i think about him.
and when i think about us it gets even more tingly.
idk how to stop it
cause i know it cant happen
BUT
part of me wants it so badly
that im not sure what i should do.
i cant tell anyone about him
for fear ill get punched in the face
when i tell anyone who it is.
fuckkkk<3