I've been (more or less) stable for the last year. I figure that the pregnancy obviously had a lot to do with that. And school I guess. I don't know. But I crashed real hard this morning, and I haven't come back up yet. I put on my face, but its actually taking an effort. In retrospect, I can see the signs, but at the time, I did not. so I have ( Read more... )

kid is a baby. I know he won't be able to focus real good for a few weeks. so when he don't look straight at me, he looks past me? and he makes those faces...the ones he can't control yet? and it looks like he sees the devil standing behind me? I know its just him being a newborn...right?

But damn its creepy.

So uh...actually the infant started makin his way out late thursday and joined us out here in the world Friday, the tenth. Lovely ( Read more... )

Okai, so we are due on Saturday, but we are not going to be in the hospital on Saturday. Chances are, we will still be doing what we've been doing these last few Saturdays, sitting around, or walking around, and waiting for the infant to decide to come. Because that's what pregnancy leads to right? An infant? Like our moms and teachers? Well, WHERE ( Read more... )

If you don't know yourself very well, or don't like to think about yourself very much, it is very difficult to come up with something when someone asks you what to put in the letter of recommendation you asked them to write...very difficult. And shit, I don't know three people damnit.

pmg, saturday will make 36 weeks. That is, we are full term...there is a full sized infant in my belly and he can pop out any day now.

...Only the been there done that's know what I mean when I say it is such a freaking relief.

...then again, a couple of the been there done thats that I know? They enjoyed being pregnant, and...this blew my mind ( Read more... )

I fucking hate school ( Read more... )

I am...not having a bad day. But I've a really bad attitude about this not so very bad day. I need a fucking case of water...I seriously think that the lack of water...this dehydration thing? is the source of my bad attitude. If I wasn't so dang blasted thirsty ( Read more... )

I love it when my day goes from bad to worse ( Read more... )

Ugh ( Read more... )