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I think i finally don't feel it anymore.
me and my (now ex) boyfriend broke up.
i've been so upset.
and now... nothing. i don't know why.
weird. "/ i think i'd rather feel it than not.
i miss him.
he's going to Cocoa, FL. I know he's going to do something stupid.
i'm hoping he is safe. really safe. sigh.
on lighter note.
beach party very very soon.
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i've gained a few extra pounds.. :/ But that's because my period should be here like today, or soon. haha. I really want a cute summer body, one that I'm not afraid to show off in a bikini. I've worked so hard to lose weight. I've lost like twenty pounds. I didn't do anything dangerous to lose it either. :) There are still things I wanna work on ( Read more... ) -
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So my boyfriend ended up not moving in with her (stephanie, the baby's momma). Thank god. He said that since it made me uncomfortable he wouldn't do it. I... guess shit has just been so bad with us. I was totally stressed out about it. He moved in with his cousins instead. Things are good now, but there are stuff that we STILL need to work on. He ( Read more... ) -
a much needed rant.
It would look like I've fallen off the face of the planet, or just died by looking at my livejournal account. Not that it really matters because no one reads my blog anyways. Not that I blame anyone, first of all i never update and secondly i have absolutely nothing worth talking about. I am here only because I need to rant. Who knows maybe I'm ( Read more... ) -
stupid nap.
i just woke from being asleep for maybe an hour and a half.. if even that. i feel like crap. like i'm about to pass out or something. :/ my body feels really tired ( Read more... ) -
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i want to lose weight, but in a healthy way ( Read more... ) -
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"I'm so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I'm so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don't think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I'm so happy for you baby,
I could cry.
Listen to the sound of my head pounding
Wish that it was make-believe
Praying for the skies to open up and
Wash away your memory
I can walk around with a pretty face on
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