yah...wow...i totally have myspace now..and never use this..but i love that it's here...holding my memories..my stories.  that's real special.

an update on my life.  autumn and i for REAL broke up.  it was tough..but it is done.  and we're both the happier for it.  b/c dudes...that was a bad relationship from day one.  there were goodtimes..but it ( Read more... )

so my bday's on a wednesday this year...and who want's to get together on a wed? so i'm planning it for that saturday, the 20th. i'm really excited..if just a handful of the people i invited show up i'll be exstatic and thankful. i hope autumn likes all of my friends ( Read more... )

hey..so..me and autumn are doing ok..i mean..lately. all of my anger i've been holding in has been spewing out lately. it's kinda scarey...b/c i can actually feel it. before i couldn't feel it. now it's uncontrolable almost. like..there's lava flowing threw my heart instead of blood ( Read more... )

a long ago promise kept....i finally scanned a picture of me and my awesome girlfriend, autumn. and it's a good picture too. *grins*


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i dropped autumn off at work and went to my sis's to give koda her bday present. she liked it i guess..she wasn't very upbeat about it at all. even before she unwrapped it she wasn't interested really...it's just no big deal to her to get presents anymore...which sucks cuz she comes off as being really ungrateful. so i decided to approach her a ( Read more... )

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so i'm really excited to have a job and money so that i can do something nice for autumn's birthday ( Read more... )

i'm sooooo relieved and happy. i got a job at publix, working in the deli. they're starting me out at $8.50 an hour. i was getting so scared that i was gonna end up working at pizza hut or taco bell for minimum wage for the rest of eternity. i'm really thankful things are looking up ( Read more... )

autumn and i went to walmart in Gainesville yesterday to pick up some stuff for my mom and dog food, cat food, etc. just some basic stuff. shouldn't have taken us more than 20 or 30 mins ( Read more... )