April 6th.
She wrote,
"I hope that we can be true friends. It's possible."
How many times have men said that
hoping it was true or knowing they lied?
Sheila wasn’t lying. Or so I believe
or so I hope, for I still might try.
Until I wrote "No, not this time"
in an email my nerves jittered
and twanged like strings being tuned.
My nerve broke and I
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