I hate feeling desperate.

Mustard Plug show with Becca and Matt Duffy.
Yeah, it was a good time.
I havent sweat that much in a long time.

i've been neglecting my livejournal.
my computer all together.

I dont think i miss it much.

It's been a long time.

Life's been good to me.
so i'm not complaining.

I went to the Reel Big Fish show.
wow, it really has been a long time.
that was a while back.

The end of the school year always makes me nervous.

i went running yesterday.
i went running today!
then i went swimming. Swimming!

Whatever cards are heavenly.

Oh, i forgot.
i got a letter today.
i get an award. for something.
i wonder what for.
apparantly i have to wear clothes to this thing--
nice ones.

Oh, again.
I put another hole in my ear.
don't tell my mother.

I went to Amanda's yesterday.

we found out
that we have been bonded for years.
by my baskin robin's ice cream maker.
and my bird cage.
sometimes things are just crazy like that.

ever since i was really young
i find myself whispering to myself,
"I want to go home.
i hate it here."

even when i'm in my own house.
especially when i'm in my own house.

I'm too grabby. too grabby.
too. grabby.

you're too grabby, Jenna.
you are too grabby.

sometimes a song gets stuck in my head
for hours,
days,
weeks,
months.

i've come to realize i am constantly quietly singing
or bopping about in some weird way.

sometimes i wonder if other people think like me.
or if maybe i'm crazy. or going crazy.

yeah, i wish i was more comfortable around you.
there's no reason why i shouldnt be.
no reason at all.
i'm an idiot.

Sorry for crying.
it won't happen again.

heh. <#

I hate the computer these days.
it makes me want to die.

i like being outside at night.
join me.