Things are just getting so confusing around here. I guess it is good that I have someone to split the fucking $725 rent with now. But then again, I have been living with myself for the last three years. I wonder how that is going to pan out. Well, I hope. My new computer is fucking beautiful, just plain sexy. It is matte black and silver. I ( Read more... )

So, I went to the party last night and had a good time, but ended up being fucking pukey all over the side of Chris's house. WHOOPS. It was that fucking weed ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do because I am still head over heels.

SO, I know that no one reads this, BUT I have the selfish urge of just letting everyone who actually does what has been going on in my life. So Joe, myself, and Justine went to East Village on Sunday to see the Bitch concert. It was phenomenal and I had a blast mainly because of the coconut rum with orange/banana juice. After the concert was ( Read more... )

I am now the proud parent of my own little bonsai. My dad bought me a starter kit for Christmas and I love it! I planted it last night at like...six thirty. (That is last night as in AM, since I don't sleep anymore.)

ALSO, I don't need glasses anymore!!!!!!! I have contacts. Hells yes.

I think I am compulsive.
I think I need to get laid.

I just think my attitude wears people down. How heavy can one person's words be before you just crack, too? I can't stop having nightmares while I am awake. I can't help feeling that people look at me with disgust in their eyes.

I have got to face it that he is gone and I havce to deal with that fact. I will just drive myself crazy.

no one listens.

I want to die ( Read more... )

I just do NOT give one fuck anymore. I am happy where I am and I never want to go back again. I don't need any of that.