Back to livejournal I go ( Read more... )

I close my eyes and for a second I am somewhere else ( Read more... )

It seems I only update this journal when I am feeling like shit ( Read more... )

I always tell myself how I am going to stay away. And how much I don't care. But how can I not care? Why can't I move on? It's been almost 3 years. That's fucking pathetic Matt. It's obvious she doesn't care anymore. She's done with it all. Why aren't you? Why do I dwell? Why do I feel like I have to know everything about her still? My ( Read more... )

I miss my friends ( Read more... )

Man, I had a weird weekend. Charlie and Tina(Potty's cousin's) decided we needed to go do something this Friday. They decided we should go to a place called Howl at the Moon. I was apprehensive at first but man that place was awesome. There were two guys on pianos, playing cover songs that were cleverly altered to be perverted. First two ( Read more... )

Well here I am. I just realized that I missed Stef's college graduation. She sent me(wel me and Mom and Terry) an invite. Oh well. Probably wouldn't have been good for me to be there. I don't think I am ever going to see her again. It's kind of strange. Oh well.
Now I'm off to get ready for work.

Yay.

The last days of innocence, before the jobs before the stress. When small worries seemed so huge. The six of us. What has so far been the best time of my life. I miss it so much. I miss the simplictiy. I miss being and having fun. I miss Laura as I remember her then, before that image was tainted by others opinions. I can't go to Carowinds ( Read more... )

Hrmm everyone's gone somewhere ( Read more... )

I read this today and I think it is very insightful ( Read more... )