move out inspection

july 25th at 2:00

i've come to the conclusion that the world is against me... get this... i threw my keys in the dumpster... ((i had put then in a food lion bag and accidently threw it away and took that trash bag and put it in the dumpster)) so i'm out a set of keys... i call the office place and they tell me not to worry about it, they'd just make new copies... ( Read more... )

get this... i get in my room and put my clothes down. then i turn around to clothes the door and on the way back into my room i trip over a wire. well i caught myself from that just to take another step and twist my ankle... i have no idea how that happened. there wasn't any thing to step on or anything. anyhow i went to the floor like a sac of ( Read more... )

what's wrong w/ me?
why won't he talk to me like he used to?
i hate myself...
i'm useless and insignificant
i should crawl into a hole and disappear
wouldn't matter if i did

((no it's not a poem... just random fucked up thoughts))

only two weeks till the wedding. i'm so nervous. we've found a place to live, that's only about a mile from where i live now. and we only have to pay $400 a month, utilities, ((satillite and digital phone)) included. i'm gonna start moving out of here by wednesday next week. and i'm hoping to be completely out by friday. ((meghan is supposed to be ( Read more... )

i forgot to write about the bachloret party sara and nicole are planning for me. we're going to spend the night in a hotel room. ((maybe, if i'm living at the hamilton's then we can do it there)) and we're gonna play drinking games... totally awesome!

well all is hunky dory in my life... well not really.  i'm stressed out still with the whole wedding coming up, and the fact that my dad is so upset about the 'copter that got shot down in iraq.  8 of the guys that were killed were Night Stalkers, ((the unit my dad just retired from)) and 7 he knew and fought w/ personally.  so yeah, he's a bit ( Read more... )

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i figured out how to get out of this hell hole of an appartment by the end of the month. alyssa wants my room cause the internet doesn't work in hers. so, she's gonna take over my lease. a friend of theirs wants to move into alyssa's room, so that friend is taking over alyssa's lease. this is a majorly good thing considering the people i live ( Read more... )

my shoulder hurts again! :(:(:(

and i'm hungry...

*wonders off to get something to eat*