Just checking to see if this actually still works in a world that has drastically changed since the last time I posted on this journal a lifetime ago. To be continued....

YEA.....SO......APPARENTLY GOD HAS A PRETTY SICK SENSE OF HUMOR....SEEMS LIKE I'M BEING TESTED.  SINCE MY LAST POST WITHIN A 12 HOUR PERIOD I HAD A LOT OF MISFORTUNE TO ADD TO THE MOUNTAIN I'M CLIMBING......I'LL EXPLAIN.........

YESTERDAY EVENING I DECIDED TO CUT THRU SOME OF THE JUNGLE THAT IS MY YARD.  SOZ I GO OUTSIDE, GAS UP THE MOWER, CRANK IT ( Read more... )

YA KNOW, IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING AND OTHERS REACH THIS CONCLUSION SOONER OR GET THE GOOD FORTUNE OF SOMEONE TEACHING IT TO THEM ALONG THE WAY, BUT AFTER 27 YEARS I FINALLY HAD IT COME TO ME LIKE AN EPIPHANY, I'LL EXPLAIN..........

MY LIFE SO FAR HAS BEEN A JOKE FOR THE MOST PART.  FOR YEARS I'VE LIVED IN THE PAST, I'VE HATED THE IDEA OF CHANGE ( Read more... )

DAMN, FINALLY GOT BACK IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS, I WAS READING THE LAST ENTRY I MADE, MAN I WAS BITTER AND ANGRY, RIGHTFULLY SO, BUT DAMN, I WAS BEGINNING TO THINK THE ENTRY WASNT GONNA END, ANYWAYZ, THINGS HAVENT CHANGED A WHOLE LOT, BUT THEY'RE DEFINITELY NOT THE SAME EITHER.......SINCE I POSTED LAST I GOT A JOB AT ( Read more... )

HELLO, AGAIN ( Read more... )

WELL......IF YOU READ BADBRUTHABENGAL'S JOURNAL, YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOIN ON ALREADY....IVE FOUND IT HARD TO SAY A WHOLE LOT LATELY.....I SPOKE A BIT AT MY DAD'S SERVICE, BUT OTHER THAN THAT, MY MIND HAS BEEN A BIG CLOUD OF EMOTION AND CONFUSION......THE ONLY REASON I MADE IT THRU MY SPEECH AT THE MEMORIAL SERVICE WAS THAT I HAD EVERYTHING I HAD TO SAY ( Read more... )

DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE WAS THERE, BUT HERE'S THE SCOOP FOR THE GREENVILLE, SC SHOW...........(#'S IN() TELL ORDER OF SONG IN THE SHOW ( Read more... )

WENT TO SEE MY DAD IN THE HOSPITAL YESTERDAY(I WAS STILL TIRED AS FUCK FROM GETTING MY ASS KICKED AT THE CRUE SHOW SUNDAY......THAT'S A DIFFERENT POST ALL TOGETHER......), AND THEY HAD HIM BREATHING ON HIS OWN WITH THE VENTILATOR ASSISTING(BASICALLY JUST GIVING HIM OXYGEN), THEY HAD HIM OFF THE DIPROVAN, SO HE WAS MORE AWARE OF HIS SURROUNDINGS, A ( Read more... )

NOT SURE WHERE TO BEGIN, MY DAD WENT INTO THE HOSPITAL WEDNESDAY, FEB 2ND FOR HIS LEGS.....HE'S ON A FLUID PILL TO ASSIST IN URINATION, BUT IT WASNT WORKING FOR HIM AND THE FLUID WAS LEAKING OUT HIS LEGS, HE TRIED UPPING THE DOSAGE, BUT NO LUCK, SO HE WENT BACK TO THE HOSPITAL.........WELL IT APPEARED THAT EVERYTHING WAS COOL, THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA ( Read more... )

WELL....IT'S BEEN A WHILE....CHRISTMAS WAS AWESOME, NOT MANY GIFTS ON THAT DAY, BUT THATS OK....MY FIANCEE GOT ME TIX TO THE CRUE SHOW IN FEB AT THE BI-LO CENTER IN SC, THAT WAS THE ONLY THING I WANTED....EVERYTHING ELSE WAS JUST BONUS ( Read more... )