bye bye brand_spankin... you suck ;)

Imagine your brain as a canister filled with ink,
Yeah, now think of your body as the pen where the ink resides.
Fuse the two - KAPOW! What are you now?
You're the human magic marker,
Won't you please surprise my eyes!?

This has been the best winter break I've ever HAD ( Read more... )

i haven't any real reason to write in this, but when do i ever. i feel like i'm neglecting my easiest outlet. perhaps deliberately, since bottling up all the feelings has proven less exhausting than actually trying to explain them.

i don't mind it, too much.

When I have most to say is when I find myself staring at a blank text box, the blinking cursor taunting me to provocation. It seems I have nothing to say, when I know that whatever words linger carelessly in my mind are blocked by this damn lack of action. I'm happier than ever, here, even though this happiness is a constant peircing reminder of ( Read more... )

Yesterday evening I drove to Columbus for a second interview and was happily received and accepted. I love those people! Although I didn't particularly like the 7am back drive to Athens, sacrifices are necessary, and sometimes they're damn well worth every penny scraped. I have to say, recently I have felt more comfortable with Columbus (no doubt ( Read more... )

It doesn't help that I like to dwell on things...

Turns out my life is changing. Turns out the people who were there to enjoy all those wonderfully ecstatic moments of my old self are no longer involved with the new ones. No matter, I am capable of enjoying the newness without an old friend (even if I have to repeat that to myself sometimes ( Read more... )

When I needed you most, when I needed a friend,
You let me down now like I let you down then.

-Blink 182

I used to be a writer, took pride in everything I played onto the computer screen like fucking piano keys. It was my music. I can't write anymore. It isn't writer's block... it's writer's death ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and thought, "What the hell kind of monotonous, boring, tedious life have I chosen for myself?". I think I say that every Monday morning ( Read more... )