Wow, I got my first tattoo! Its also its a green clover. I love it. I coulnt believe I fucking did it and it really didnt hurt that much! I cant wait to get another one. My birthday was so wonderful, its nice to see how much people truly care about you. I've been thinking a lot about the past and everything that has happened and Im really glad ( Read more... )

Im so fucking happy, today is my b-day! Im about to leave to get my tattoo. My dad is making me!! I cant believe Im 19. Tonight Im going out with my fam. and some friends. hen tomorrow night some of my friends are taking me to my first strip club. Im sooooo excitted! amn life has been so great! I just got a job and are fucking rolling in the dough ( Read more... )

Well Im doing so GREAT! I couldnt ask for anything to be more perfect than it is right now. My birthday is coming up and my fam is coming down for it!! YEA!!! I cant believe I'll be 19, its CRAZY! My baby and I are doing wonderful! She makes me so happy and Im very much in love with her! We took up golf. she kicks ass at it! Im pretty good! Im ( Read more... )

Well I got out of the hospital Friday. It really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was a wonderful learning experience and really helped me. I can honestly say right now I would NEVER abuse another drug in my life!! I talked with a lot of therapist bc it was also a mental ward and they can to the conclusion that I was pretty much just self ( Read more... )

Well, Im finally getting some real good help for my addiction. Im going to the hospital tomaorrow to check myself in. I have never been so scared in my whole life. My dad was going though my car and found some pills bottles one from whom was a very good friend of his and he just told me he hads had enough. I dont know what to expect or how to feel ( Read more... )

Well, Im doing much better! Im thinking about not going back to school until summer 2. Im having a lot of health problems Im dealing with right now. Things between Shantel and I are a lot better. We were both honest with eachother and told eachother how we feel. She also told me a lot of things she had kept to herself about the beginning of are ( Read more... )

Im about to go crazy!! I have so much on my mind and dont have a big enough brain to sort it! So, I have to go to court next week for that stupid speeding ticket and I start back to school on the 2nd. I have a dentist appt. on the 11th about my wisdom teeth. I have been extremely sick and cant do anything about it. For those few who know anything ( Read more... )

Today was wonderful. I got up early and got ready for school. My baby came over and we went to my school. I went to class and everything and took my tests in psyc then we went to saltgrass for lunch. Then we went back home and hung out. Im so happy we have been spending so much time together. And we dont fight anymore, which is surprising if ya ( Read more... )

So, today I got my first speeding ticket! I was on my way to school and was late and got pulled over! I was going 70 in a 50 mph zone. I was on my phone so my rader detecter was turned down. It sucked bc I didnt have my drivers license, the stupid bank forgot to give me back my license and then they mailed it and its not back yet. But the guy was ( Read more... )

So, I just got done with my english test! I had to write a 5-paragraph essay on why guns should not be allowed on college campuses. The grade I get determines if I pass or fail the class! Im going to go CRAZY until I find out! I think I did well. Tommorrow I take a math test to determine what class I will move up to. My professor thinks I will be ( Read more... )