I want:
-To feel hungry again
-The ability to get excited, about anything.
-Motivation to keep going
-To be able to feel hopeful again
-To enjoy food the way I used to
-To enjoy *anything* the way I used to
-This pathetic, empty feeling to go away
-To just feel ok.

It's so strange to me how you can spend so much of your life with someone ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing ( Read more... )

Winter quarter began on Monday ( Read more... )

Got my grades in the mail today ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding everything. Facebook, email, anything related to school, Christmas, certain parts of town, radio stations... any and everything that could trigger a memory, a thought, anything involving him ( Read more... )

Am I victim of my own self sabotage ( Read more... )

I don't know how much longer I can stay on this roller coaster ( Read more... )

First time in quite a few years I've had to worry about day light savings time (and by worry, I mean make sure my clocks were right ( Read more... )

Something I worry about, is letting myself go ( Read more... )