conversation i will never forget;

"yeahh yeahh ryan. I miss that kid. OF COURSE I REMEMBER THE BIRD! how could i forgot? we used to sit in class and just make up random things, and we'd always end up pissing her off.

I'm doing okay I guess. getting better. its been a rought week.

You?

its just hard knowing that it "wasnt him"
I did everything i ( Read more... )

an empty room can be so deafining
the silence makes you want to 
scream  it just drives you crazy --
theres only so many tears that -
you can cry. and so im letting go
of everything we were.. it doesnt
mean it doesnt hurt.

havent updated in a few days..          so to sum it all
up. life is good. went to laurens pool party on freaky
friday. awkward combo. ( Read more... )

Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
i just need some time to think
&& I just need some time to breathe

well well well-- long day i must sayy.. well first
i went to my grandmas and mowed her lawnn
for 50 bucks so yay! and then went to the mall
with my lovley sister didnt get anything. =/ poo
its ok ( Read more... )

i've seen it all i got nothing to prove ( Read more... )

I am tempermental
Like a heart without a home
I am sentimental
But you don't know me at all
I have expectations
I wanna be the one you call
And I want a conversation
But you dont know me at all

today was funnn first julies momma came
and picked me up and then we went off to
jennas house for small group.. went in the
pool and such. i love those girls. ( Read more... )

You were the one
That I couldn't find
Hidden away
In the depts of my mind

Why did I let you go
You're too good to be true
I messed it up
And now I don't know what to do
We ran in circles
And wasted time
From right to wrong
From right to wrong

If I knew that you were mine
I wouldn't have wasted time
I wish I could erase the past
Now it's all ( Read more... )

sorry im not a whore
sorry im not a slut
sorry i dont put out
sorry im not a skank
sorry im not easy
sorry im not her.

poor baby
you'll live

&& so will i

Finally!!

Today was the last day of school. woo finally. i have totally been waiting for this day for my whole life. im so happy! and today was a pretty good day. except for the fact that right now im grounded and everyone (except Danny) is at the beach right now. haha. yeah its ok though im only grounded until sunday. i have the whole summer to go ( Read more... )

only 32 school days left.. ahh and then sweet sweet summer! so much to look forward to. living across the street from one of my best friends. ahhh cat wait cant wait. the school year has actually gone by pretty fast. its weird.. were going to be sophmooreess!! wooo no more being called a stupid little freshman!!! haha. woow. soo many memories this ( Read more... )

Longgg weekend.. First we had ( Read more... )