I hope you were very amused with yourself.

I would like to express my appreciation to you for hijacking my journal. It was very nice of you to decide when I no longer needed it. When I no longer needed my memories. I mean, hell, who am I to decide when I need to vent or express when something is going on in my life? You are truly a piece of

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! HEHE..i'm going to keep laughing at that one. And even if you delete it, I'll still know what they said. Go ahead and delete. You know you will. You will only delete because you are embarrassed and you don't want to seem stupid. You have to always be right and if you aren't, well then...fuck it. I'll just ( Read more... )

I'll be on the cover of Joker Magazine in May. That's pretty cool. Other than that, um...got my blood taken this morning for life insurance. Nothing like waking up, peeing in a cup, giving away some blood while watching cartoons, then going back to bed. Got to see Nick Saturday night, sunday, and some of Monday. I missed his beautiful face. ( Read more... )

I have a photoshoot monday morning at 7:00. I'm not sure how I feel about the pictures. I feel like they are going to turn out pretty skanky. Then later that day at 4 I have a re-shoot for the joker. blah. I bought bedroom furniture and the armoire won't fit up the stairs. I'm so pissed! that's the whole reason why i wanted the stupid set ( Read more... )

Perhaps things might be unrecognizable when you return. So much that you won't even realize who I am. I'm left here to sit and wait, deciding whether to stay the same person or to become the person I am meant to be. I may evolve into someone stronger, someone who thinks and acts for herself. I'll be stronger, smarter, independent. What if you ( Read more... )

I'm a preliminary for a hometown hottie!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooo!

Let's talk about that word. A term that so many people are scared to have in their lifetime. Rejection from someone you like, rejection from school, rejection from friends, rejection from job opportunities...the world is full of rejection. You are rejected every single day in some form or another whether it's not getting breakfast at 10:01 at ( Read more... )

I'm up and about without much sleep. There is a walk through this morning and I don't want jack to eat the people, like he did last time. He makes me so nervous because he so territorial. I can't wait until his classes start. It'll be an interesting time. I did my yoga tape last night. I forgot what it felt like to work out. I haven't worked ( Read more... )

So it seems as plans have changed. We aren't going to buffalo after all. Instead, Jim's coming down here with the baby after a couple of months. That's too bad. I was looking forward to a vacation and seeing buffalo for the third time. This moving thing is crazy. Nick thought that since it wouldn't be the same if he moved back, that he'd ( Read more... )

Last night was ladies night at the falcon's nest. I stayed to have one drink but decided the thought of coming home and having "margarita night" with nick sounded like lots more fun. Andrea and Kirby got me a bottle of jose cuervo, margarita mix, and cactus margarita glasses for my birthday. Nick and I have never really been trashed together in ( Read more... )