im thinkin about making this a friends only journal....who knows, i probably will.

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well, im tired.i didnt do anything all weekend because...i didnt want to. iono, its that simple ( Read more... )

Dude69143: I guess lindsay thinks its a shame that she has to spend the night in the same room as me..omg ( Read more... )

alrighty so today ive done a lot of thinking again....and. i didnt get anything out of it. i just know that i have some friends i wish i didnt have.and i just want to forget the days we spent together. but i cant. and i wont. and GRR im so mad at myself. i have these to do lists but nothing gets crossed out. yes thats a bright eyes song lol. i hate ( Read more... )

this is definetly weird.so today i was looking back and reading all of my old journals/songs/poems/thoughts starting from 6th grade up to now in 8th. wow, i matured to much and i didnt even realize it. i was such a depresed little loser back then. now my songs have complete sensible thoughts instead of fragments and ideas. i cant believe how much ( Read more... )

todays ryans bday!!but im sad because everything sucks. my parents wont let ryan go out today because he stayed passed his cerfew last night. i think its bullshit, the only reason why my mom is agreeing to this is because last night my dad SCREAMED at her for never agreeing with him. then he SCREAMED at me because i "never do anything right"..i ( Read more... )

HAHAHA I FIXED IT HAHAHAHA

<333 you keri this time SHOULD be right

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i wana go surfing sooooo fucking bad! i havent wanted to go this bad since the fist day i learned how to surf. okay, lets see, i dont think ive gotten out to the beach in atleast 5 MONTHS! sigh, this is depressing, i miss surfing SO bad. =/