ok. my current life is fucked up. but thats ok because im optomistic!!! yeah, sure. but tomarrow me and gab go to that beatles concert thing, SHWEEEEET! hopefully we can get drunk and have a mad awesome hang over in the morning....haha. im actually supposed to get to sleep early tonight because i have to wake up early. but like i ever go to bed ( Read more... )

I know what scares you the most Being alone or just like them Being alive while feeling so dead At least you'll have my heart You know you shine so bright I've got a single silver bullet I shot right through my heart To prove I can survive without you Can you sleep at night, if I hold you tight I won't let you go, this feels so right Please don't ( Read more... )

eh, not in the mood to write tonight.im not sure why.im nothing tonight.today wasnt bad,but today wasnt good. my mind doesnt have anything to think about.and again,like i always say,nothings starting because i wont let anything begin.just bad stuff from my past are re-surfacing,coming back up to get revenge ( Read more... )

ok i didnt go to the city today. tomarrow i am. were going to visit chris for his heart surgery.i guess today went okay.jesse came over and played guitar with me. im learning some brandnew songs. of course. when he comes over again where gonna learn some thursday taking back sunday and weezer songs. which will be pretty cool ( Read more... )

2:18 and im not tired...because i have no life.i think the grapes went rotten =/ oh well,random fact. tomarrow, i might go to the city with ryan to make sure its not a tumor in his brain, and im probally gonna see jackies dad before his heart surgery ( Read more... )

its hard to write it out on paper ( Read more... )

my toes are cold,and i cant write. tonight im useless to the world.

im not ready for a life ruled by failing relationships ( Read more... )

i dont know why i bother with people anymore. it takes enough in me to actually be nice and try to be friends and except them,but once i let my gaurds down,they just punch the shit out of me. its worth less. i have no idea what the deal is between me and hannah. if i only saved our ims,then you would see. too bad i didnt. she said im her best ( Read more... )

hannah just tried pot without me. =( then she blocked me.DIE. ::deletes all happy memeories of hannah in mind::