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dream a little dream
so last night i had this ridicules dream. It began with me in my brothers old room. A girl was there who i identified as one of my brothers ex's. But i did not recognize her. It was a pretty blond girl. There was also a baby. Anyways, i was drinking beer after beer. and playing with the baby. I guess it was more of a toddler. The baby ( Read more... ) -
You come into my house, while I sleep?
My stomach is in knots, and not happy ones. I don't know what is going on with me... I'm happy, and very hopeful. Not sure if I should be hopeful ( Read more... ) -
I'm so hard for a rich girl
So i usually write when I have a lot on my mind, but i thought I'd change it up. My life is going really good recently. The key to me being happy I've learned, is to have new music to listen to. That sounds so weird to think that is the answer to all my problems. If i have new bands or songs to listen to it makes me excited. I always have ( Read more... ) -
Say Yes
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl, that's still around the morning after ( Read more... ) -
Rough Draft
friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles
My stomach really hurts. It didn't hurt at 2:47. I feel really helpless and drowning in my own displeasure.
The last two weeks have been really weird for me. My work schedule has basically been Sunday and then Friday, with not much to fill in the time between. I have realized with all this time that i ( Read more... ) -
"we have always wanted this to be a monster"
I feel really frustrated right now. I am starting to feel how i feel, during the school year. I feel like I'm getting more distant from my friends. And i understand this weekend, there is a lot going on. But when my friends only see me on the weekends it gets really frustrating. I mean don't friends not usually only hang out on weekends? I ( Read more... ) -
Trying to see the big picture
So a few posts back i talked about my friend which i'll keep unnamed. But i had a realization today that him not being my friend anymore has made it really hard for me to be make new freinds, for me to just feel normal. I cant talk to people i say really dumb shit. i completly freeze up and its redic. And me being me i over analyze all my ( Read more... ) -
on the topic of reunions
So blink 182's getting back together, which I think is awesomely cool for blink fans, I myself am not one though. I think its really cool they are getting back together and I think people will enjoy and appreciate them getting back together but there is just something that’s getting under my skin ( Read more... ) -
emo's a noun?
Although it’s like beating a dead horse I just have to say something ( Read more... )