Are we still together?
Is he stringing me along?
Am I going over the top about this?
Am I crazy?
Is it me?
Was it the 'love' thing?
How can I save this?
Do I want to save this?
H E L P   MEEEE!!!!

Some thoughts ( Read more... )

So it’s Valentines day. A day I once used to dread when I’d jealously watch other girls gush over whatever thoughtful present their boyfriends had provided them with. BUT NOT THIS YEAR BITCHES! Leigh is coming around soon and I can’t wait to see him. J

In other news Dad is still in Hospital in Melbourne…going through more tests and a hell of a ( Read more... )

It feels like something has a hold of your heart from the inside and is squeezing it so hard that it makes u fall to the ground crying…

So I have started year 12. And so far it seems to be pretty cool; even if the majority of the lower years still have no respect for us, we all at least feel superior to them. My classes are all fine, and I’m aware that I’m going to have to work my arse off this year, but so far, I have this awesome feeling that I’m going to be able to handle it. :o ( Read more... )

Well my parents are in Melbourne this week because Dad is having quite a few more extensive tests done, as the doctors continue to try and work out whats wrong with him. This kiddies means that I have the house to myself. The perfect opportunity to have Leigh over, right? Well thats all well and good in theory but he NEVER checks his phone. By the ( Read more... )

Hmm…what is it that I do that annoys Leigh’ friends so much?

On Saturday night there was a party at Leigh’s place, where I met quite a few more of his friends. At first I thought things were going along fine, but they can just be really hurtful and rude at times. They would forget my name and refer to me as ‘sally’ or ‘sandy’ or some other ( Read more... )

So Melbourne was interesting. I spent a lot of money while I was up there, but I think Mum may have been right. A trip away was what I needed I guess. I feel a lot more relaxed now. Things still aren’t all sorted out, but they aren’t getting on top of me anymore; so I can breathe easy.

My cousin Simon’s girlfriend Claire, who is around my age, ( Read more... )

My heart is filled again…but only for the moment.

Leigh called and we talked about everything…for hours. I feel like finally after weeks of my doubt I’m back to that place where I so wanted to be- back in his heart.

Everything else is going to hell. My parents are sending me to Melbourne tomorrow morning on the 7:11am train to stay with ( Read more... )

So it looks like Mum might have to quit her job; because as it turns out, Dad isn’t getting any better at all. He has now lost all control of both legs and it doesn’t look as though he is going to be walking anytime soon. He can’t do much for himself these days and Mum thinks that she needs to be here with him. I guess there is nothing I can do to ( Read more... )