I am in need of quick money, another job, to be already graduated, to be full of energy. I am in need of optimism, of someone to sleep next to, of friends, of a life, i am in need of beatuy. I am in need as so is everyone else....life sucks.

Take me like tylenol until the pain is gone from your head and now is in your stomache from the guilt you cannot fix with a pill.Dear World, I apologize for my life, unorganized and without a meaning but why cause me so much grief over these lil things?I remember in elementary when I used to give my bus driver a flower and now I drive 70 to make it ( Read more... )

I booked my flight today...on September 11th.

[x] I am a virgin
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[x] I've run away from home
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3,MP3 cd player
[x] I own ( Read more... )

Since it is the summer I have kinda slacked on my LJ, but all is well. I have a job at Pacific Sunwear and I like it there. I am saving money to go to Florida in the winter with my step-sister Sarah so we can go visit Mac....It is going to rock! I went to the fair last night and it was fun, i seen a bunch of people and rode tons of rides.It kinda ( Read more... )

It's been awhile...no not the song by Stained. i have been uberlazy and i havent updated in like a ZILLION years...my bad. SUMMER IS almost here, thank you GODS of the world. Lately it has been FUN...Im so fucking tired though...NO GOSH DARN SLEEP. Oh and walking is kinda difficult because i sparined my ankle jumping out of the pool to get the ( Read more... )

I dont know what to write about....the crazy party on saturday which I loved. the insane senior pranks that happened today or the shitty news I got today.............. CONFUSION is an everlasting thing with me I suppose and I am sorrie.

I swear I was sober
When I twisted the knife
You are my bold faced lie
With a bitter sweet smile
I seen this ( Read more... )

HOE-kay....what girls do is their OWN fucking business....No one cares what your opinion is about them....REALLY.. Girls could sleep with thousands of guys and I would not give a fuck......Not even one. A girl's status is no own's business but their own.....SO SHUT UP!!! Since when does everyone's life revolve around someone else's business? So ( Read more... )

Damn you Bennie Franklin.....INVENTOR YOU.....Well I just dunno. Sat will rock.......My date is Emo Steve-o...I heart him emencly. i havent updated in awhile so I will update you on my life....My mom is getting married Saturday and I am singing at the wedding. Justin and I arent friends still which sux ass. Teresa is outta skool and she rox.....:) ( Read more... )

              I love you and how easily I am replaced so quickly by someone else. I am not your best friend and that is because you dont want me to, and I will not take all the blame for that. You did some pretty horrible things too and I am tired of being the one who feels at fault. You made me feel horrible for a prank. We have been best friends ( Read more... )