After sittin in silence in my living room last nite for 30 mins...I realized I was being very mean to Trevor Matthew, I was acting really rude and getting upset at hime absolutly nothing. I decided to go to bed at 9:00 pm.

I woke up a few times to feel trevor matthew hugging me, or at least I hope he was lol. I woke up at midnite - and was wide ( Read more... )

Well I ruined my nite wit Trevor ( Read more... )

After thinking somthing bad happened to Trevor Matthew..I decided to call em one more time. He called me back an told me that he was at Jessica Shorts house !! Wtf ? Thats all I gotta say...an u should know what I mean........He didn't end up comin over..so I slept alone
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I just wanna go grocery shopping....My dad gave me money Sunday to go get food an we have non an its Wednesday an Trevor an I still havent gone !

Got a phone call from dad an he wont be home till next week sumtime, Yes !!! Anyways  I dont understand how my house smells like smoke when my dad has been gone an non one else is in here...HmMmM

Trevor ( Read more... )

I am so excited....I finally got some pictures on My space so ppl aren't going "Sam- Sam who ?" They can see my pictures - but I did post 2 finny pics - but I was just kiddin so don't be like "Sam Omg "

I am suppose to go grocery shoppin tonite wit Trevor Matthew but he isnt off work yet an he was opening bar...HmMmMmM Well at least I get to sleep ( Read more... )

Work was so funny....It was so dead, we had so many open tables, ppl that came in at 5:30 didnt get a table until 6:15 an they were all like "Sam why havent u sat me ?" Ummm lemme think... Has anyone came in ?

Trevor Matthew came over an we jus sat an talked until 11:15 then I went to bed an then he woke me up at 12:45 am to umm do what ever an ( Read more... )

I stayed alone last night 
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Ugh, that taco bell is makin me sick from last night...ewww

Trevor Matthew came home an we sat up from 1-4:15 talking bout secrets and what not, then trevor told me he loved me..but not the way he luvs Rachel ! We went to the store at 5:00 am an bought junk an then Trevor got a lil tipsy an was blabbing an it made me mad

Then we went to bed at ( Read more... )

What a day, What a day......

Last nite  totally sucked..I was so sad that i told Trevor I was goin to take a shower an I cried for hrs in there an Trevor knew sumthing was up an finally he said "Sammy u look miserable an your skin is white" I made up a lie an told em how my friends arent really my friends an he was like "Alright " then he called ( Read more... )

I am so crushed and sad right now, words will never explain it !

I can't type what happened becuz its a long story - and Trevor is sittin across from me and I don't want him to know what is going on...because he would flip out on me.

Let's keep it simple shall we ? I never knew how fake it was - and it still is ! Am I the one who jus prays an try ( Read more... )