While searching for Sia's ticket prices last night, I saw that they're fairly cheap. I also saw that she'll be in Philadelphia for my birthday. Or, rather, the day before. So I got to thinking about how I can make this happen ( Read more... )

ARGH.

I may have stopped dreaming of you, but you're still on my mind. Why am I keeping myself from letting go? It's just stupid.

"Black Swan" just tore out my insides and didn't put them back together.

I can't even process what just happened right now. Why do I watch Darren Aronofsky's films while I'm alone? Then they get over and I'm by myself, trying to comprehend what I just saw. Especially when this film has so many themes that apply to my own life. Just. Wow.

i don't believe your excitement about me being in this town.

not one bit.

so i'm trying not to let your false excitement get me falsely excited for the friendship[ i hardly think you're going to give me.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you. Don't forget me; I remember you said, "sometimes it lasts in love and sometimes it hurts instead ( Read more... )

I still have so much rage inside me. It's especially worse now that I'm home. I'm harboring so much anger and resentment and I don't know where to put it. I can't handle unpacking, cleaning my room, sitting here alone with myself - on karaoke night when I used to have a life, constantly being reminded of what I'm not doing ( Read more... )

For having clocked out for the last time ever, it hasn't hit me yet.

Bah. 3 days left ( Read more... )

Morrisey should come with a warning ( Read more... )

Guh. I'm obsessing and I wish I wasn't ( Read more... )