I have a head cold coming on. Thanks, Dad. I bought some gypsy cold care tea before I left work in hopes that I'm catching it early enough to nip it in the bud. I was sneezy mcsneezy today and I didn't enjoy it. I'm feeling overly restless today but I know I'm not feeling good enough to go out or see anyone. Hopefully tomorrow I'm better and can ( Read more... )

Except, not really. I feel like keeping this entry public, for some reason ( Read more... )

I left work a half hour early because my anxiety got so bad I couldn't breathe ( Read more... )

My parents came down here yesterday in Ithaca's random 64 degree beautiful weather to help move stuff from my apt. It got to be so depressing I made us stop and go get lunch. It hurts a lot to see my entire life boxed up and taken back to a town I don't belong in ( Read more... )

I am a loose cannon.

I decided I shouldn't drink at karaoke tonight. As much fun as it is, lately the fun has left and the depressant part of the alcohol has set in. I know it's better to stop than to keep going. I could sit here and write out reasons why drinking really isn't that bad for me and all that jazz, but I'd be lying to myself. It ( Read more... )

Valentine's Day was yesterday. For the first time in 6 years, I had no obligatory valentine. It felt pretty wonderful, in all honesty. The day was kind of lacking, but I had an incredible evening. I went out for drinks/wings we didn't eat with Holly and Katie but they didn't end up staying for karaoke when it started. I stayed because my karaoke ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here on my lunch with my Dr. Pepper and chinese food on the desk next to me. I'm getting sadder and sadder by the day, thinking of what it's going to be like when I'm gone ( Read more... )

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Sorry, I just love to laugh.

I probably need to start leaving work early so I can get home instead of working until 9 and being stranded. Last night was horrible and saved by the grace of Joanna, Jess, Andrew and Vanessa. They let me crash on their couch and then Joanna and I spent the morning watching "The Crazies" - 1973 version ( Read more... )

Why is it that the W makes me cry ( Read more... )