I was rambling earlier about faith as Andrew periodically nodded his head with a glazed look over his face and I think I have figured some things out. I used to pray every night but perhaps I was praying for the wrong reasons. A popular belief is that everything happens for a reason and God has a plan for every one of us and evrything that happens ( Read more... )

Tonight, I am tired of life. I do not know where it came from but it is consuming me. It is the same struggle every day and I am going no where at all. My mind is going in a hundred different directions, my body is tired, and my heart is losing hope. When will something happen that proves "It is worth it, do not give up?"

I am a little buzzed from the several glasses of wine I chugged a few hours ago yet I am still awake ( Read more... )