My poor little baby is ill. From what I have gathered, ever since Kyle lost him those three rainy days back in mid March, he has been a little erratic. I attributed it to having been moved to a new apt for two weeks, then back to the old house (we had just moved into a month previous) for a week and a half and then back to this new apt. He had been ( Read more... )

Within Temptation - All I need

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh, why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust
Though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear me down
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eternity lies in the balance
of one empty dream
a constant in the darkness
flickering wildly
a silent scream
for hope

dim light on the horizon
so often seen
another encroaching sunrise
forgotten lonely
that empty dream
hoping

I am not afraid to admit the fact that I am sitting here weeping like a baby. I just heard this song for the first time and my heart is breaking.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mS7Z4SKkUeM

The Promise - Into the Light
                  By In This Moment

Can anybody tell me why
We're lying here on the floor
And neither of us can barely breathe at all
The ( Read more... )

So...I have these stories in my head. A few I have written down. Linadra's story of her heartache and deception with Seneschal and Malrith, ending her life after being guilt ridden and throwing herself off the tower of Karazhan, only to be ressurected. Or maybe Branwenn and her history I haven't written down yet about her torture at the hands of a ( Read more... )

If anything, recent events have shone a light into the darker corners of my hibernating mind. Aside from going to the gym nearly every day (for myself now, not for some male who thinks I need to lose a few) and writing more often, I have volunteered at the Bethany Children's Crisis Center up here. It fills a bit of that void inside that screams at ( Read more... )

Short lived and blissfull. At least on my end. Peace still remains, as do some of the tears. But it's alright. It was beautiful while it lasted, even if it was only a single month. An end of summer tryst. Infatuation. Imagination ( Read more... )

Tangled in the bedsheets ( Read more... )

Something about today is making me feel overly exhausted and utterly vibrant. Perhaps it's the accomplishment of finally moving into the new place and getting everything settled. Maybe it's the fact I am getting an extra $750 in my pocket by getting my whole deposit back so I can finally pay Kyle off and get the bed paid off. That would free up the ( Read more... )

I think I had posted an update at some point on MySpace...but neglected the poor LiveJournal page. Ahh well ( Read more... )