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[brass_monkey06]

all i can honestly think about right now is him, and how i fucked everything up. everything is always my fault, i feel as though there is definately something wrong with me. im slowly realizing that 90% of the time im doing stupid shit, god i want to clear that bull shit in my life and just buckle down....i need to quit with that shit hes so right

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[anonymous]

you are a beautiful person inside and out. i love you to death and it makes me so sad to hear you blame yourself for what others did to you. none of this is your fault it's ok to be confused at first when someone you like acts on it because even though it was months ago since nick and you broke up you guys were in a very long relationship. it's ok to be scared and push people away because you're not sure what feels right and you're still hanging on to someone you loved. but he should understand that and give you a second chance if he really cared. i wish i could be there and do something goofy and make you smile or give you a big hug. everything will be ok i promise you even though it may not feel like it right now, you know things can only get better from here. you've been through a lot and dealt with a lot of shit and i know you're a strong person and you don't have to go through these things alone because you have friends, friends are your second family and good friends will always be here to listen to you to talk with you to cry

[brass_monkey06]

wow! you made my day with that one. i miss you and no ones advice beats yours.i miss having you here and yes i would love to smile maybe if kevin comes around i will smile but for right now only a frown feels right....i miss him kel! and i fucked up....in so many ways! im in the wrong here and i have to take responsibilities for my own actions. god i suck at life sometimes.