wow! its been so long since ive done one of these things! haha itas kinda wierd but anyways yeah i just remembered the reason i dont write is because i have nothing interesting to say ( Read more... )

all i can honestly think about right now is him, and how i fucked everything up. everything is always my fault, i feel as though there is definately something wrong with me. im slowly realizing that 90% of the time im doing stupid shit, god i want to clear that bull shit in my life and just buckle down....i need to quit with that shit hes so right ( Read more... )

i feel like im putting so much effort into this and im getting no responses. i've finally moved on and it feels so good to have finally found someone who treats me good! someone who i know i can always count on and who i get along with great and could spend time with him everyday and never get sick of him. he is truely amazing, and i feel as though ( Read more... )

kevins b-day party was a fricking blast.......

im in such a good mood right now, and it never felt so good.

kind of mad.

only kinda though...not really.

alright im done now...seriously.

okie, i've been crying now for like an hour. it's helping me soo much. i just talked to him and he flat out let me know what the fuck is up. i think i just needed to hear him say it. its over i dont like you anymore, and i DONT want to be with you. you need to stop hanging on. ok so i think im just crying out all my bottled up emotions. hes not ( Read more... )

math- Shene (bleh ( Read more... )

havnt updated lately ( Read more... )

i remember the way you smiled at me ( Read more... )

warped tour in a week....so excited.

why cant things just be the same? the world may never know.
ughhh......things suck